So I think I just need a place to vent. I don't really care if anyone reads this or not I just need a place to bitch. I'm really so sick of my life. I love my kids but I swear I am so sick of living with a husband who is constantly in a depressed mood. Oh occasionally he is in a good mood that would be after he has finished off that 6 pack or more. Then he's in that smart aleck mood that makes me want to slap him. I can't get a divorce because we've been married too long, I've been divorced before and I don't think it's good for the kids. Well at least one of them. Maybe as I type all this out I'll figure out that maybe I can get out of this but I just keep coming up with excuses. Money would be an issue too because I want to stay in this house. I love this house, I picked it out and I am the one who made us finally move. Then I think sometimes that I would have enough money because he really blows a lot of money on beer and lottery tickets. Seriously! I make just as much as he does and I work a lot less hours than he does.
Ok, got that off my chest. I'm just sitting her fuming so thought I'd vent a bit.
